One thing that only a few of you know about me:
Free as I am online, in real life I’m honestly very shy and reserved when it comes to dirty talk. As much as I love sucking Master’s cock, I can’t bring myself to say or ask for it. Lol, must be one of the many reasons why I love gags and rape play so much. :P

But honestly, what’s better then a submissive slave on his knees just begging to get fucked? Or a hungry cock slut, asking for permission to suck you dry?

That’s why I need Master’s help, to take away my inhibitions and bring out the slutty whore that’s still trying to hide within me. A good slave whore should be begging for cock without any feelings shame. I want to be able to say out loud how good his cock feels, stretching my cunt and pounding deep inside of me. Maybe even encouraging Master to fuck me just a bit harder..

I want to be trained to be the best whore I can possibly be, that includes getting rid of these silly feelings of self worth.. It’s time to break down those barriers and fully unleash the cock craving slut that is me. :P

I’m well aware that it will probably take quite a bit of convincing because I can be very stubborn and a hard learner sometimes. But that’s okay, I would be very disappointed anyway if I didn’t have a few nice markings to show for it the next day. ;)

Please Master,
spank, torture or degrade me. Do whatever you think is necessary to overcome my pride and make me say what kind of submissive fuckslut I really am, or how much I love your delicious cock. Then let me tell you again, and again until I can do shamelessly!

Difficult as it will be, I’m sure it will be well worth it. For the both of us! ;)


P170/100:L220/200

Master wants me tight and horny as fuck by next week, so he told me to remove my plug and has forbidden me to touch myself or stimulate my cunt, cock or balls in any way until then, while still allowed to watch porn and use my Tumblr. Lol, this would be quite a accomplishment in itself. ;) On the bright side, the first object I will get to feel stretching my tight cunt again will be Masters hard cock deep inside me. And trust me, I’m already so very desperately hungry for it!!

I’m not sure how I’m going to survive until next week, but it will undoubtedly be worth the wait. :)

Most tasks will be on hold until then as well, including the counters below. (but still counting) When the like counter reaches its target, the cunt fucks will have to wait. Self spanks for likes will still be done!

P70/100:L60/200

E-Stim my ass. :P

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P50/100:L10/200

Every Wednesday evening on EVEN weeks (40.42,…), I will be playing a little electric dice game: First, attach a couple of electrodes to my ass, cock, balls or other places. It doesn’t really matter where and maybe insert my E-stim anal plug as well.

Then take 2 dices (one blue and one red), 3 throws.

First throw: The number of minutes, both dices combined.

Second throw: The blue dice determines wich program should be activated, 1-5 and lucky number 6 is my free choice. :) The red dice determines the intensity setting, 1 is low, 6 is max.

Third throw when the time is up, one dice.

ODD means start all over again. EVEN means I can quit playing OR decide to start over by choice! I am allowed to cum as many times as I want, but the game WILL be played to finish by throwing a EVEN number on third throw! 

Afterwards, place a photo on my blog.

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P30/100:L40/100

We’d like to make my Tumblr a bit more (inter)active, so here it goes:

When posting:

For every post I have to bring myself to the edge of orgasm, then squeeze my balls hard. Orgasm denied!

Additionally, I will add “P+10” on the post. When the counter reaches it’s target I will be allowed cum once for each 100 points on the counter. Then reset the counter and add 100 to it’s next target .

When Liking:

For every time that I hit the “like” button, I have to spank myself 10 times. I can use my hand or any whip type (belt, paddle, cane, etc.) and am free to choose where (back, ass, balls, inner thighs, feet, etc.). Just as long as I take it seriously and make it hurt a bit. Every series of 10 strokes need to be on the same spot.

Additionally, for every “like” I will add “L+5” on my next post. When the counter reaches it’s target I will get to fuck my cunt with a dildo. One deep fuck for each point on the counter. Then reset the counter and add 100 to it’s next target. All the fucks will be done in one go, and orgasm is only allowed during the last 50 fucks. Whenever a target is reached and I’m unable to perform immediately for whatever reason, I am to just continue counting past the target until I have performed. The additional points do count for the dildo fucking, but will be lost on reset and do not influence the next target in any way.

P10/100:L15/100

Master send me a few emails containing a few tasks. One for every day, for the next few days. I am not allowed to read them until I’m ready to do my surprise task. These are the items I needed for yesterday’s task.

First I started with attatching the ball stretcher to my nuts, then I spanked my ass untill it was nicely red and hot. My balls got some attention as well. I used the wooden paddle only on my ass ofcourse, and applied the flogger and crop on both my ass and balls.

Btw, the flogger was quite pathetic… I would honestly be very ashamed to hand it to Master.. It makes some noise, but that’s about it. If he where to use it on me, Master’s arm muscles would probably be sore while I was still begging for him to stop tickling me and get serious.. :P

The paddle and crop however, are a completely different deal. I’m quite excited to place these in Master’s capable hands but I fear that day at the same time….

The dildo was just oral training, I was not allowed to fuck my ass with it, unlike today. ;) Just place the dildo on the floor, get on my knees and take it, deep as possible and hold. Of course I did take it very seriously, even if through Master was not with me and my throat is still a bit sore.

Later I tried my new E-stim anal plug combined with a E-stim cock ring. During this I was ball gagged (Sorry it’s not on the picture, I decided to take the gag a bit later, because I was planning to put the electro box on much higher settings then I ever have. ;) ) At first, I was quite dissapointed because I hardly even noticed the anal plug. Even on max setting, where the cock ring is much more present even on low settings. Anyway, I left the plug on max, I set the box on a ever changing pattern and slowly increased the cockring’s intensity setting to about 80% of max. After a while the anal plug became very clearly present as well, not sure what did change. I just can’t tell if it’s pleasure or torture but… I DO LOVE IT!!! Omg.. Master would have loved to be there, seeing me squirming and rolling all over the bed while moaning and drooling through my ball gag. Lol, I wish Master was there, to tie me spread eagled to the bed to stop me from moving around to much. Then put the setting on max and give me some extra stimulation with clamps and whips all over my body! After some time I just had to turn it off because was not allowed to cum that day. Yes, I was a good lil sub, and didn’t. Honestly.. ;)

Master grabbing me by the balls…

Omg.. over 80 notes on one of my posts in only 3 days!!

My followers must really enjoy seeing me locked down and suffer like that.. You bastards.. :P

Thank you for all the reactions, likes and reblogs. I appreciate it! :)

Lol, My bottom is still a bit sore from 2 days earlier. ;)

A little bit of ball stretching self torture for my Master.

Lol, my ass broke it on the first stroke I got!

Of course I was  so “lucky” that Master had a second one.. :P

Another one, offering a little closer view. ;)

Me, Locked and nicely marked!

Think I got what I deserve?

Pictures will be posted as soon as I get them. Afterwards, we tried out my new Electro set for a bit. Amazing thing btw! :) And in the end, I got a delicious throat fuck to!

Thank you Master, for a wonderful afternoon!